Here we are again. "The Blurt"

Married again and not regreting it, tho two and a half years ago I would of sworn that I would never go down the same road again. First marriage was terrible. I had been stuck in a whirlwind of miscommunications, bad communication, and bitterness. Growing up in a world where men dominated and women refrained from open communication was tough, especially for someone who naturally wanted to ask why. Worst thing was getting older.....the questions got harder to ask. Best thing was to keep quiet, which happened alot in the first marriage. It got too tiring to communicate, especially when a majority of the time I couldn't say things without causing offense. Blurting something out half-assed without thinking things through tends to be my style. Worst was knowing what I wanted to say and ending up saying something totally different and ridiculous. Mind you living with someone who wasn't running off all four thrusters wasn't a help either. So here I am again. Happy yes, but still unfortunately.....I haven't quite fixed the blurting. A work in progress for myself. I only hope that patience prevails for everyone.