Temper Temper

I finally did it today. I really lost my temper with someone, which strangely resulted in no screaming, comments or disagreements....just pure, seething, boiling anger. I dealt with it by breaking down and spending alot of money on myself. Feeling guilty no, but angry still ..... most definitely yes. Solution: Counting to ten backwards when I have calmed down enough so that the technique actually works and afterwards, responding in a kind and ladylike manner to people around me. As for my kid in all this, he is finally asleep in his crib while I watch the sunny weather (Finally! It has only pissed rain the past four months.) passes me by as I am stuck indoors being mother. And for my visa, who cares? I probably will regret it, but that is for another month.